I'm closing radiotak - I've really lost interest in trying to maintain it all and in my current condition it's just another stress I don't need. I think a fresh start in the new year might be the way to go, but I need to concentrate on one thing at a time.
I gotta say a couple of apologies to everyone:
Firstly - I keep voluntering for stuff and then not delivering... I don't mean to, I start with the best of intentions, but my shit just gets fucked up - but that's not YOUR problem, you were relying on me and I've not come through. Your life would have been easier if I'd just done nothing at all! And the same with my own works that people have supported me on - I really appreciated the support, but I haven't delivered on it.
Secondly, I've said some stupid things to a number of people I actually like. I think the word's going around that I'm a bit of a fuckhead. That's probably a fair call. I haven't been myself lately. But once again - no excuse.
I know a few words ain't gonna fix it - I got to do some soul searching, someone said a while ago I need to decide WHAT I want to before I can do it well - and hopefully make it up to you somehow.
Anyway on a brighter note I hope you all have great Christmases and New years and that sort of stuff.




